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you'd make a nighttime of the day so it'd suit the mood of your song
Monday, July 14
Maybe it's because I'm used to being broken and seeing broken things that I never complain when the ice machine is on the fritz or the air conditioner isn't quite cold enough. Maybe it's because I love the numbness that I find it easy to shut my eyes for three second intervals while I drive, a little dare for myself. I've been internally screaming for months and before I reached the boiling point, I let my car drift across lanes, regaining control just before disaster struck. The roads are silent and lonely at two in the morning, perfect for escapism. I want it to stay this fuzzy time forever, always have the perfect wind of a summer night to spill my secrets into.
Ps. Sorry I've been gone; it's been rough goings.
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i hope you're ok<3
ReplyDelete"I've been internally screaming for months." Ugh, yes! I feel you. Keep finding those dares, they're what'll keep you going. Anything to feel that rush of blood.
ReplyDeleteno apologies. i take blogging breaks all the time. it's necessary sometimes. i do hope all is okay though. i like these images you have laid out for us up there.
ReplyDeleteinternally screaming.... I do know a lot about that... and those moment when you close the eyes while driving... I feel less guilty of doing so too.. hope you're doing fine... take a break, breathe... don't worry about us... we'll be here when you get back.. hugs!
ReplyDeletei miss your writing. you are beautiful. xo
ReplyDeleteI needed this comment today. Thank you so much.
DeleteThis this this. You are such a talent.
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