messy mind

Thursday, July 25

When I love something,
                                            I take sever ownership of it.
Like I have some deeper
                                                          Understanding and love of this thing.

When really
It's just different.

Except my favorite song. That's mine.

Mine
mine
Mime

Some days I feel less like a person,
more like a mime.
Going through the motions,                                                                       
Vastly unnoticed,
slightly creepy
ever watching.

Watching
watching
Waiting

Waiting for change,
                              dreading its arrival.
Ever feel like you 
                             sabotage yourself?

I do.

I slow myself down
                                     so change won't come.

Come
come
Came

Change has already
                         come and gone
And I'm fine.
                                      I survived. I flourished.

Flourished
flourished
Flounder

What if this is the time
                                I flounder and fail?

Don't think that way.
Believe
Hope
Blah blah.
BLAH.

I take ownership of things,
                           get competitive.

Volatile.
Stifled and stilted.
Stiff and sly.

I see people with similar
                             passions, dreams.
They inspire me,
                        intimidate me.
Drive me. 

There's enough success for two.
Good vibes to them=
                                good luck for me.

Sharing is caring,
                            it's first grade.
After all,
                                it's all first grade.

via Tumblr   

1 comment:

  1. good vibes to you, emma ;) and i do the same: when i love something, i *must* understand it deeper than anyone else, but really who can decide that? it's just different.

    ReplyDelete

Thank you for your words; they light a fire in my heart. You are lovely.